July 30, 2011

 So today was my great grandmother's birthday. She wasn't supposed to be in New York, but her brother (my uncle) just died so she's here for the funeral. Now everyone expects me to be extremly sad and heart broken, and trust me I'm sad, but I never met the guy. They asked why I won't cry, if I'd read at the funeral, and if I remembered him. If I remembered him? I never met him. The worst part is that I don't even know how to say his name. I feel bad that i dont feel bad, but it's kinda hard to be sad when everyone around you is jugding you. Well that was my story for today. Sadly, my first post was about death and unhappiness. Hope you enjoyed :)